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(no subject) [Nov. 28th, 2006|03:27 pm]
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bonua
My head is buzzing. I haven't been on here in a while, not since september. Let me explain myself, I'm a perfectionist. At least I strive to be. I've came out of the anorexic stage, and I hate it, every bit. I am currently 130 pounds, 5'1", seventeen years old, senior at school. I used to be 115 in august. I'm so embarassed and ashamed of myself. Today I had a tangerine, I was surprised to find out they are 105 calories. I thought they would be around 60, but no loss, I still have 95 calories left to eat for today =). My name is mauwie. I have pictures, feel free to criticize, I'm blue, so it effects me, but it keeps me going, and helps me improve myself.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v294/mauwie849/mauwie006.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v294/mauwie849/mauwie005.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v294/mauwie849/mauwie001.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v294/mauwie849/mauwie009.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v294/mauwie849/mauwie007.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v294/mauwie849/mauwie010.jpg

Ahh, I just realized its alot of pictures, I'm sorry, I'm not familiar with tags, and how to make it link. To give you an idea of my size, the shirt I'm wearing in those pictures is a small, then in another one, I think I'm wearing a dress (its hard to tell, but my straps are a differnt color) and that is a size medium. I hate the way my belly sticks out. My arms are alooking flabby too. I know I beat myself up, but it's the way I am, it's hard not to. I developed anorexia (I used to have it), because I hated my life, I didn't want to punish myself by cutting, so I turned to not eating, and it grew on me. I have breakdowns if something is wrong with me...I feel terrible admiting it, but I told one of my friends about what happened, and she said probably because I'm obsessed with the way I look: I was carying paints to my locker from art class, and I had some green paint on my hand. I ran to the bathroom to wash it off, but it wasn't coming off, so I near had a panic attack, and almost burst into tears. I'm going to make a comitment to come on here, because I ditched the other group, and now I feel guilty for not being stron and being a good supportave person. I will do my best to help and motivate each and every one of you =).
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oops! [Sep. 11th, 2006|10:39 am]
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stopleavingme
Sorry, I missed the last weigh in girls. I didn't have internet access for a few days.....

I've totally been slacking these past few days (eating lots of bread, etc)

sigh.
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TODAY!! [Sep. 10th, 2006|01:25 pm]
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bethanylove
tell me what you think of my day so far...
breakfast-hifiber cereal, grapes, nonfat milk-170 cal
biked to Y- -200
eliptical- -425
weights- -75
swam- -225
tea- 0cal
i ahve lsot 3 more lbs!!!
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100 in 100! [Sep. 6th, 2006|04:44 pm]
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ixdontxlikexme
Height: 5' 5''
Weigh in 1:/
Weigh in 2: 116.5
CW: 115 <<< eww

good luck girls!!
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yesterday [Sep. 6th, 2006|08:31 am]
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stopleavingme
was interesting, i didn't eat. i didn't even THINK about eating.... when i was in a situation where food was infront of me (out with family, they ordered appetizers) i looked at the food and actually grimaced at it..... my enemy.

weigh in #5 TOMORROW!!!!
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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2006|12:30 pm]
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gr8active_girl
Hello people!!! Hope you are doing well!!! My weight is still around the same, but my body...well i can totally notice the difference...i'm going to post some pictures soon. I've been drinking more water...and eating lots and lots of nuts during the day...but that's all. Does anyone know if that is bad???

Height: 5'6.5
Starting weight: 124.5
Weigh in 1: 123.3
Weigh in 2: /
Weigh in 3: 123
Weigh in 4: 122.5
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WELL! [Sep. 2nd, 2006|01:02 pm]
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stopleavingme
[mood |goodgood]

weigh in #4

It's not very amazing but I am very excited.

I'VE FINALLY BROKE PAST THE 120 MARK!

in the teens...albeit 119, but still!

yay yay yay!

I've been exercising and staying to my restricted diet the best that I can....but I occasionally slip up. I think the key is to recover from the slip up immediately and not have a guilt binge.

starting weight:125
current weight:119

I'll post another set of photos soon! YOU SHOULD POST PICTURES TOO!

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2006|09:08 am]
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stopleavingme
4th weigh in tomorrow!!!!!

G O O D L U C K !
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skill [Aug. 31st, 2006|10:33 pm]
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stopleavingme
Don't eat that.

now. go for a run till you're dizzy.
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good girl.
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3rd weigh in! [Aug. 30th, 2006|04:55 pm]
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ixdontxlikexme
Hey! 3rd weigh in!!
~Stats~
Height 5' 5''
CW: 116
SW: 118 (I think)

Not much but that ok since i binged for 3 days!
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